What’s It Like to Have Anxiety?

what’s it like to have anxiety? imagine 15 missed calls from your mom then your phone dies like you’re holding a glass of water that’s filled to the brim then have to walk up three flights of stairs without spilling a drop receiving a “can we talk?” text then not getting a response for six […]

3:19am

The world is quiet My thoughts are private My heart beating is the metronome of the passing minutes Breaths are labored visits My mind is loud and scattered Outlandish ideas become gathered, then fractured No expectations Heightened sensations Life’s biggest frustrations Is anyone else out there lucid Is anyone else out there wounded I feel […]

Colors

Red.  searing hot fire a blazing funeral pyre lust and seduction chaos and dysfunction Orange.  an embarrassment a failed experiment prison clothing city zoning Yellow.  the sun and brightness a piercing blindness fields of sunflowers the morning hours Green. american currency a minor emergency envy and jealousy fresh herbs in a recipe Blue.  lakes and […]

My Antidepressants Make Me Sick

Anyone who has taken or is taking antidepressants should unfortunately be able to relate to this. My Anti Depressants Make Me Sick “Take these, you’ll get better!” “Now there will be a few side effects, but nothing to worry about.” “It won’t be that bad…” I say, filled with doubt.   Anti depressants would be […]

Our Society

    We live in a place Where a woman can’t walk in any space Without being hounded by unwanted attention Ignore it and it creates unwarranted sexual tension, making her feel like she’s just some possession. Where big girls get called ugly, unwanted, and disgusting but when they retaliate it’s seen as insulting and its […]

They Hate Us.

Hey guys!  I wanted to do something different so this is just some poetry I’ve been working on as of late.  There are strong language and some sexual references (just warning you).  Enjoy!   They Hate Us. – SB   “What’s up, nigga?” “Fucking niggers.” “OMG, you got lip injections? I love them!” “LOL, big […]